September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
March 2011
★ love ★
Thursday, September 24, 2009
love. can be painful at times. when you are in a relationship, it may ostensibly be sweet , happy and . . .but to me, i don't want to be in a relationship. it leads to disappointments, fights and sometimes even ruin your mood to do important stuffs. hmmm. . . maybe it is just not the right one yet. i am happy loving my kim tae yeon at a few thousand miles away . i don't exactly know how far am i from her or her homeplace, jeju. but it is alright.
i wish her good night every night before i close my eyes. wish her good morning each day i wake up. it makes me happy " youtubing " to her . to a certain point, i am obsessed with her. sweet ba. i love her cos she is sweet . and most importantly her voice. i don't know why i feel so emotionally attached to her manyaga/if.
on my itunes, i realised that the play count of that song was 397 on my ipod in a mere two weeks since i got that song through a friend. awesome. the high play rate on my ipod could be because i have not listened to any other songs since i got it.
unrequited love of taeyeon is alright for me. i know that i would not stand a chance. i know that the probability of her reading this blog is lower than the chance of striking lottery . but at least, i want to let myself know that i found myself back through her voice. her voice guided me back to who i m .
i m back . thanks to her.
anyway, if you are a fan of snsd, here is a cute video of tae yeon to enjoy. haha .
sleep well tae yeon
love tae yeon /