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★ grown up ★
Monday, November 23, 2009
i am sitting by at the cafe . typing this post. hmmm . . . taking a short respite admidst my busy schedule.life is fast when you want it slow.
i was looking at my friends's photos a moment ago. ( short activation of facebook account ) I realised that each and every one of us have grown so much . people come and go . my mood is rather happy . i am at ease with my inner being .
calmness that i have never felt before. maybe i know it is time for me to go soon . i am not afraid of the end .
hmmm . . . he was a close soccer friend and fan of my Arsenal club. we used to kick balls under the hot scorching afternoon sky and waste time sweating doing nonsense. he have a girlfriend now. they looked so sweet together . ha . i feel happy for him . call it envy . call it self-pity .but i guess that 2 best years of my life can never come back again.
<> playing on my ipod seems to re flect the stillness in my life. i feel peace among the raging storms in my life.
i did what i could . i am putting on a facade in front of everyone . ha . it seems like i really did fortify my defences around me . the mask is perfect. i am impervious to my surroundings so as my surroundings is to i
thank you for making the effort to read my nonsensical laments .
will there be really no suffering when a person dies ?
love tae yeon /
★ 2091 ★
Friday, November 13, 2009
2091 plays of manyageh . tae yeon is de love. hope her voice can give me the endurance i need to go through my tough examinations .
jia you
here is the evidence :
persevere
love tae yeon /
★ ensconced in the vestiges of time ★
Sunday, November 8, 2009
exams are like in few hours . it is starting to feel as though there is someone clutching my throat with an asphyxiating grip . indeed, time speeds up irrationally and time slows down illogically today. Nonetheless, i will strive hard to do my best to study hard and keep my focus on my goal. i only see one exit right ahead . that is the exit of success. i shall achieve the glory that is fullest to my potential.yup . once again , tae yeon's songs ( only 3 that i know of ) are playing in the background. they provide with me with the mental endurance and resilience to help me pull through such times. that is my angel for you guys again .
join soshified if you want more updates. Seohyun got into university. So exciting . since she is so busy and she still can study and go in . i believe i could .
go go go .
here is a photo of my angel " stolen " from soshified.com
credits are given to them . haha .
my vision is ensconed in the vestiges of time .
love tae yeon /
★ taeyeon is awesomely cute ★
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
ok . some quick updates before i go off to study . exams are coming . excited and nervous.two videos to share.
Chocolate Love By SNSD :
Sunkist Ad in which taeyeon looks so gorgeous :
take care people. =)
love tae yeon /