September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
March 2011

i really don't know how am i going to survive if i lose my grandma. i don 't want it to happen . who can i rely on ? who can i depend on ? who will love me tenderly ? who won't mock at me ? who will cheer me on ? in three words. i don't know.

lost.

love tae yeon / comment (0) / back to the top

awesome. i can't be out of the school on friday . take that . you selfish arrogant crap. i don't need to breathe in the same air anymore. awesome. PSC scholarship is coming my way . like finally . i will work hard for it.

sing for me , my angel tae yeon.

i will do well.

i got an angel , my family and Him behind me . take that . i shall not be hindered to my climb to success. go go go

love tae yeon / comment (0) / back to the top

somehow. life is imperfect i know. i have been listening to taeyeon relatively new track : " This is Love ". I would be uploading the translated lyrics during the weekends.

i have matured quite a lot. realised the facade of many people. yup, you can call me a naysayer or one who adopts a pessimistic approach towards life. but that is not the point. the paradox lies in the fact that i m a optimist instead . why , some may ask ? because i adopt a pessimistic view of friendships which is so realistic that it becomes optimistic.

no one can be truly there for you unless you are related to that person by blood. contrary to the common belief that man is a social animal, i believe that everyone of us has a sphere of our own in which no one would be able to trepass the boundary. seemingly, many people are afraid of the idea of being lonely such that the notion of loneliness is perpetuated with much distaste. take a moment to ponder.

stop bitching around behind people's back. if you believe in karma, it would do good for you. well, also try to respect others as well. i certainly try my absolute best to practice what i preach. i will not gossip about others and spread malicious information. adding on , i would not betray my own principles to gain acceptance. considering that my principals are instilled morally.

school is no doubt of paramount importance. i learnt it the hard way. it allows me to not be so myopic. it allows me to beneath the skin of the people around me . they are selfish so am i .but to what extent ?

think about it. loneliness is not a crime. backstabbing others to gain acceptance is simply disgusting.

taeyeon remains perfect in my world. that is what i chose to believe in . the idea of her being perfect gives me some hope in this world.

forgetting the sad things i mentioned above. below are two videos that bring happiness:

HaHaHa campaign by SNSD in S.K to bring smiles on people face due to the global crunch



Following is a mad video of some coke and mentos experiment



gearing up bulwart against the battle tomorrow.

love tae yeon / comment (0) / back to the top

So Nyeo Shi Dae came up with this new song. Actually it is a subgroup. My angel is singing too . with another of my favourite SeoHyun.

School was just boring as usual. nothing much to update. i am going to get where i want to reach . yes , i can .

Here is the video that i uploaded to youtube :




it is entitled : Because I 'm a Girl

love tae yeon / comment (0) / back to the top

rain. to some people, the rain can affects one 's mood. mood swings are more common when it is raining. i like the rain. it is so soothing for the soul. came across this set on the web. saw a few cute pictures of the web on this rainy day . it is an interview by tae yeon.

love tae yeon / comment (0) / back to the top

This song is sang Taeyeon(태연)

It is titled " Can you hear me? (들리나요) "


조금만 아파도 눈물나요

jogeumman apado nunmullayo

가슴이 소리쳐요

gaseumi sorichyeoyo

그대 앞을 그대 곁을 지나면

geudae apeul geudae gyeoteul jinamyeon

온통 세상이 그대인데

ontong sesangi geudaeinde

그대만 그리는데

geudaeman geurineunde

그대 앞에선 숨을 죽여요

geudae apeseon sumeul jugyeoyo

내게 그대가 인연이 아닌 것처럼

naege geudaega inyeoni anin geotcheoreom

그저 스치는 순간인 것처럼

geujeo seuchineun sunganin geotcheoreom

쉽게 날 지나치는 그대 곁에

swipge nal jinachineun geudae gyeote

또 다가가 한 걸음조차

tto dagaga han georeumjocha

채 뗄 수 없을지라도

chae ttel su eobseuljirado

서성이게 해 눈물짓게 해..

seoseongige hae nunmuljitge hae..

바보처럼 아이처럼

babocheoreom aicheoreom

차라리 그냥 웃어버려

charari geunyang useobeoryeo

점점 다가 설수록

jeomjeom daga seolsurok

자꾸 겁이 나지만

jakku geobi najiman

이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없나봐

i sarangeun meomchul suga eomnabwa

왜 내 사랑만 더딘거죠

wae nae sarangman deodingeojyo

내 사랑만 힘들죠

nae sarangman himdeuljyo

그대 앞에 그대 곁에 있어도

geudae ape geudae gyeote isseodo

온통 세상이 그대인데

ontong sesangi geudaeinde

그대만 보이는데

geudaeman boineunde

그대 앞에선 난 먼 곳만 봐요

geudae apeseon nan meon gotman bwayo

내게 그대가 꼭 마지막 인 것처럼

naege geudaega kkok majimak in geotcheoreom

내게 마지막 순간인 것처럼

naege majimak sunganin geotcheoreom

쉽게 날 지나치는 그대 곁에

swipge nal jinachineun geudae gyeote

또 다가가 한걸음 조차

tto dagaga hangeoreum jocha

채 뗄 수 없을지라도

chae ttel su eobseuljirado

서성이게 해 눈물짓게 해

seoseongige hae nunmuljitge hae

바보처럼 아이처럼 차라리 그냥 웃어버려

babocheoreom aicheoreom charari geunyang useobeoryeo

점점 다가 설수록 자꾸 겁이 나지만

jeomjeom daga seolsurok jakku geobi najiman

이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없나봐

i sarangeun meomchul suga eomnabwa

먼 발치서 나 잠시라도

meon balchiseo na jamsirado

그대 바라볼 수 있어도

geudae barabol su isseodo

그게 사랑이죠

geuge sarangijyo

혹시 이 기다림이 이 그리움이

hoksi i gidarimi i geuriumi

닿을 때면 들릴 때면

daheul ttaemyeon deullil ttaemyeon

차라리 모른 척 해줘요

charari moreun cheok haejwoyo

그대에게 갈수록 자꾸 겁이 나지만

geudaeege galsurok jakku geobi najiman

이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없네요

i sarangeun meomchul suga eomneyo

- Translation -

Even small pains make me teary

My heart cries out

When i pass by you

You are the whole world

i dream for only you

i hold my breath in front of you

just like you and i aren’t meant to be

just like it’s merely a moment passing by

You pass by me so easily

Even if i can’t go up

and take just a step

You make me walk around

You make me cry

Like an idiot, like a child

Just laugh it off

The closer i get

More scared i get

But this love cannot be stopped

Why is it just my love that is slow

Why is it just my love that is hard

Even if i’m by your side

You are the whole world

i look at only you

i stare into distance in front of you

Just like you’re the end for me

Just like you’re my last moment

You pass by me so easily

Even if i can’t go up

and take just a step

You make me walk around

You make me cry

Like an idiot,like a child

Just laugh it off

The closer i get

Morescared i get

But this love cannot be stopped

From far away

if i can stare at you just for a moment

That is love

When this waiting and yearning

Gets you, and you can hear it

Just pretend nothing happened

The closer i get to you more scared i get

But this love cannot be stopped

ok , the lyrics are touching. i used to like this song alot before i heard " Manyage/If ". This is partially because in one of the episode in We Got Married . Tae yeon sang this for her " husband " aka Hyungdon.

so sweet. go go tae yeon . i love you

love tae yeon / comment (0) / back to the top

some things in life just set me to ponder. i am living in my own world. everyone does. everyone else have a place of their own in this world. it is called " personal space "

i have my own comfort zone. just like the others. but it just happens that my personal space is much smaller than the space of other people. my space has only space for myself. no matter how sociable i appear to be, my space has yet to accomodate another person.

i have been trying . trying hard to trust this world. it seems hard. maybe because i have my autistic past. i want to allow people into my personal space. am i able ?

maybe someday .

anyway, my ipod of manyage/if has reached 701 playbacks. serious sign of obsession.

thank you taeyeon. for giving me hope in life. i don't know how. listening to your voice keeps me away from suicidal thoughts. thank you .

love tae yeon / comment (0) / back to the top

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i really don't know how am i going to survive if i lose my grandma. i don 't want it to happen . who can i rely on ? who can i depend on ? who will love me tenderly ? who won't mock at me ? who will cheer me on ? in three words. i don't know.

lost.

YOUR NAME here / comment (0) / back to the top

awesome. i can't be out of the school on friday . take that . you selfish arrogant crap. i don't need to breathe in the same air anymore. awesome. PSC scholarship is coming my way . like finally . i will work hard for it.

sing for me , my angel tae yeon.

i will do well.

i got an angel , my family and Him behind me . take that . i shall not be hindered to my climb to success. go go go

YOUR NAME here / comment (0) / back to the top

somehow. life is imperfect i know. i have been listening to taeyeon relatively new track : " This is Love ". I would be uploading the translated lyrics during the weekends.

i have matured quite a lot. realised the facade of many people. yup, you can call me a naysayer or one who adopts a pessimistic approach towards life. but that is not the point. the paradox lies in the fact that i m a optimist instead . why , some may ask ? because i adopt a pessimistic view of friendships which is so realistic that it becomes optimistic.

no one can be truly there for you unless you are related to that person by blood. contrary to the common belief that man is a social animal, i believe that everyone of us has a sphere of our own in which no one would be able to trepass the boundary. seemingly, many people are afraid of the idea of being lonely such that the notion of loneliness is perpetuated with much distaste. take a moment to ponder.

stop bitching around behind people's back. if you believe in karma, it would do good for you. well, also try to respect others as well. i certainly try my absolute best to practice what i preach. i will not gossip about others and spread malicious information. adding on , i would not betray my own principles to gain acceptance. considering that my principals are instilled morally.

school is no doubt of paramount importance. i learnt it the hard way. it allows me to not be so myopic. it allows me to beneath the skin of the people around me . they are selfish so am i .but to what extent ?

think about it. loneliness is not a crime. backstabbing others to gain acceptance is simply disgusting.

taeyeon remains perfect in my world. that is what i chose to believe in . the idea of her being perfect gives me some hope in this world.

forgetting the sad things i mentioned above. below are two videos that bring happiness:

HaHaHa campaign by SNSD in S.K to bring smiles on people face due to the global crunch



Following is a mad video of some coke and mentos experiment



gearing up bulwart against the battle tomorrow.

YOUR NAME here / comment (0) / back to the top

So Nyeo Shi Dae came up with this new song. Actually it is a subgroup. My angel is singing too . with another of my favourite SeoHyun.

School was just boring as usual. nothing much to update. i am going to get where i want to reach . yes , i can .

Here is the video that i uploaded to youtube :




it is entitled : Because I 'm a Girl

YOUR NAME here / comment (0) / back to the top

rain. to some people, the rain can affects one 's mood. mood swings are more common when it is raining. i like the rain. it is so soothing for the soul. came across this set on the web. saw a few cute pictures of the web on this rainy day . it is an interview by tae yeon.

YOUR NAME here / comment (0) / back to the top

This song is sang Taeyeon(태연)

It is titled " Can you hear me? (들리나요) "


조금만 아파도 눈물나요

jogeumman apado nunmullayo

가슴이 소리쳐요

gaseumi sorichyeoyo

그대 앞을 그대 곁을 지나면

geudae apeul geudae gyeoteul jinamyeon

온통 세상이 그대인데

ontong sesangi geudaeinde

그대만 그리는데

geudaeman geurineunde

그대 앞에선 숨을 죽여요

geudae apeseon sumeul jugyeoyo

내게 그대가 인연이 아닌 것처럼

naege geudaega inyeoni anin geotcheoreom

그저 스치는 순간인 것처럼

geujeo seuchineun sunganin geotcheoreom

쉽게 날 지나치는 그대 곁에

swipge nal jinachineun geudae gyeote

또 다가가 한 걸음조차

tto dagaga han georeumjocha

채 뗄 수 없을지라도

chae ttel su eobseuljirado

서성이게 해 눈물짓게 해..

seoseongige hae nunmuljitge hae..

바보처럼 아이처럼

babocheoreom aicheoreom

차라리 그냥 웃어버려

charari geunyang useobeoryeo

점점 다가 설수록

jeomjeom daga seolsurok

자꾸 겁이 나지만

jakku geobi najiman

이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없나봐

i sarangeun meomchul suga eomnabwa

왜 내 사랑만 더딘거죠

wae nae sarangman deodingeojyo

내 사랑만 힘들죠

nae sarangman himdeuljyo

그대 앞에 그대 곁에 있어도

geudae ape geudae gyeote isseodo

온통 세상이 그대인데

ontong sesangi geudaeinde

그대만 보이는데

geudaeman boineunde

그대 앞에선 난 먼 곳만 봐요

geudae apeseon nan meon gotman bwayo

내게 그대가 꼭 마지막 인 것처럼

naege geudaega kkok majimak in geotcheoreom

내게 마지막 순간인 것처럼

naege majimak sunganin geotcheoreom

쉽게 날 지나치는 그대 곁에

swipge nal jinachineun geudae gyeote

또 다가가 한걸음 조차

tto dagaga hangeoreum jocha

채 뗄 수 없을지라도

chae ttel su eobseuljirado

서성이게 해 눈물짓게 해

seoseongige hae nunmuljitge hae

바보처럼 아이처럼 차라리 그냥 웃어버려

babocheoreom aicheoreom charari geunyang useobeoryeo

점점 다가 설수록 자꾸 겁이 나지만

jeomjeom daga seolsurok jakku geobi najiman

이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없나봐

i sarangeun meomchul suga eomnabwa

먼 발치서 나 잠시라도

meon balchiseo na jamsirado

그대 바라볼 수 있어도

geudae barabol su isseodo

그게 사랑이죠

geuge sarangijyo

혹시 이 기다림이 이 그리움이

hoksi i gidarimi i geuriumi

닿을 때면 들릴 때면

daheul ttaemyeon deullil ttaemyeon

차라리 모른 척 해줘요

charari moreun cheok haejwoyo

그대에게 갈수록 자꾸 겁이 나지만

geudaeege galsurok jakku geobi najiman

이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없네요

i sarangeun meomchul suga eomneyo

- Translation -

Even small pains make me teary

My heart cries out

When i pass by you

You are the whole world

i dream for only you

i hold my breath in front of you

just like you and i aren’t meant to be

just like it’s merely a moment passing by

You pass by me so easily

Even if i can’t go up

and take just a step

You make me walk around

You make me cry

Like an idiot, like a child

Just laugh it off

The closer i get

More scared i get

But this love cannot be stopped

Why is it just my love that is slow

Why is it just my love that is hard

Even if i’m by your side

You are the whole world

i look at only you

i stare into distance in front of you

Just like you’re the end for me

Just like you’re my last moment

You pass by me so easily

Even if i can’t go up

and take just a step

You make me walk around

You make me cry

Like an idiot,like a child

Just laugh it off

The closer i get

Morescared i get

But this love cannot be stopped

From far away

if i can stare at you just for a moment

That is love

When this waiting and yearning

Gets you, and you can hear it

Just pretend nothing happened

The closer i get to you more scared i get

But this love cannot be stopped

ok , the lyrics are touching. i used to like this song alot before i heard " Manyage/If ". This is partially because in one of the episode in We Got Married . Tae yeon sang this for her " husband " aka Hyungdon.

so sweet. go go tae yeon . i love you

YOUR NAME here / comment (0) / back to the top

some things in life just set me to ponder. i am living in my own world. everyone does. everyone else have a place of their own in this world. it is called " personal space "

i have my own comfort zone. just like the others. but it just happens that my personal space is much smaller than the space of other people. my space has only space for myself. no matter how sociable i appear to be, my space has yet to accomodate another person.

i have been trying . trying hard to trust this world. it seems hard. maybe because i have my autistic past. i want to allow people into my personal space. am i able ?

maybe someday .

anyway, my ipod of manyage/if has reached 701 playbacks. serious sign of obsession.

thank you taeyeon. for giving me hope in life. i don't know how. listening to your voice keeps me away from suicidal thoughts. thank you .

YOUR NAME here / comment (0) / back to the top